Current DVD Collection Status

Movies: 246
Seasons of Various Television Shows: 27

Hey, everyone has their vices, right?

–Jer

Rest In Peace, Dungeon Master

Gary Gygax (the creater of Dungeons & Dragons, for those who are unaware) has died at the age of 69.

My geek heart is heavy over this. Personally, I remember when I first got into role-playing games…1982, at the age of six, I had a speech therapist in first grade…I was unable to pronounce S’s and R’s due to my tongue being attached to the bottom of my mouth by a flap of skin until I was four. My therapist taught me about Dungeons & Dragons…good ol’ basic, red-box D&D. Where “Elf” was a class, not a race….you could be an Elf or a Mage, but not both. Every time I pronounced an S or R wrong, my longsword-wielding Elf lost a hit point, and we played for an hour a week. Needless to say, I was hooked, and my pronunciation is good to this day.

Due to things like my early speech impediment, my glasses throughout my education, headgear from 2nd to 3rd grade, and rather unathletic demeanor in favor of academic persuits, I was pretty much the traditional nerd outcast. D&D gave me and my tiny group friends (including, of all things, a Baptist Minister’s kid) something to enjoy and socialize with. The hell with how badly we got creamed in touch football, wall-ball, and pull-ups in gym…when we got together, we were able to pretend to be mighty heroes. To those who say D&D invokes anti-social behavior and preys upon kids with low self-esteem, I say…fuck y’all, and get a clue.

Of course, as time moved on, I moved away from D&D, to things like Battletech, Call of Chtulhu, Paranoia, and the World of Darkness. I got tired of the hack-and-slash, module-gaming that really became inherent in D&D after Gygax was pushed out of it in 1985. But I’ve always held a special place in my heart for the original books, and I remember some of my greatest PC’s fondly. To this day, I still play in the D&D settings in a weekly Table-Top game (just not with D&D rules, which I find too convoluted).

Gary, my wizard’s hat is off to you. May you roll only 20’s in the afterlife, and never fail another saving throw again.

–Jer

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Ledger Death–An Interesting (If Entirely Sad) Thought

Having been following the story as it develops, I found myself on a New York Times article with an interview conducted with Ledger while filming The Dark Knight.  It provides some interesting information…

It all tied him in knots. “I stressed out a little too much,” Mr. Ledger said.

He tends to do that. He is here in London filming the latest episode of the “Batman” franchise, “The Dark Knight.” (Mr. Bale, as it happens, plays Batman; Mr. Ledger plays the Joker.) It is a physically and mentally draining role — his Joker is a “psychopathic, mass-murdering, schizophrenic clown with zero empathy” he said cheerfully — and, as often happens when he throws himself into a part, he is not sleeping much.

“Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night,” he said. “I couldn’t stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going.” One night he took an Ambien, which failed to work. He took a second one and fell into a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, his mind still racing.

Even as he spoke, Mr. Ledger was hard-pressed to keep still. He got up and poured more coffee. He stepped outside into the courtyard and smoked a cigarette. He shook his hair out from under its hood, put a rubber band around it, took out the rubber band, put on a hat, took off the hat, put the hood back up. He went outside and had another cigarette. Polite and charming, he nonetheless gave off the sense that the last thing he wanted to do was delve deep into himself for public consumption. “It can be a little distressing to have to overintellectualize yourself,” is how he put it, a little apologetically.

Conducting a tour of the house, which he is renting for a few months, he made wry remarks about the art. One painting depicts a crowd of creatures who appear to be in hell, but who seem determined to extract as much sexual pleasure as they can from their eternity of free time; Mr. Ledger has turned another one around and hung it upside down, to no apparent ill advantage.

An open bag with clothes spilling out lay on the floor of the master bedroom. “I’m kind of addicted to moving,” Mr. Ledger said, perhaps on account of having had to shuttle back and forth after his parents’ divorce, when he was 11. He carries his interests around with him, and his kitchen table was awash in objects: a chess set, assorted books, various empty glasses, items of clothing. Here too was his Joker diary, which he began compiling four months before filming began. It is filled with images and thoughts helpful to the Joker back story, like a list of things the Joker would find funny. (AIDS is one of them.) Mr. Ledger seemed almost embarrassed that the book had been spotted, as if he had been caught trying to get extra credit in school.

“He’s very disciplined and takes it very seriously,” said Marc Forster, who directed Mr. Ledger in “Monster’s Ball,” in which he played a troubled prison guard. Mr. Ledger came to the part at the last minute, but caught on quickly. “Heath at the time was something like 22, and I thought: ‘He’s incredible. He’s so smart and so intuitive and so observant, and he really understood the part and the character.’”

I don’t want to jump to conclusions…but look at that bit in the third paragraph about being unable to sleep and taking Ambien that failed to work.  It’s hardly inconceivable that the OD from sleeping pills was a result of his continued inability to sleep.  Method acting takes a toll on actors from time to time, and I can’t help but think that this is an accidental death that has nothing to do with a drug problem.

–Jer

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Minor Work Amusement

So, as part of supporting our online protection software for my company’s broadband partners, we often get logfiles that include various bits of information about the user’s computer. One of the key elements is the system.nfo file, which shows several crucial pieces of system information. (If you’re curious what I’m talking about, you can see your own system.nfo file by going Start –>Accessories–>System Tools–>System Information) One of these things is the user’s directories.

So, I’m looking through the directories of a particular user to see if they have anything that might interfere with our installation, such as other anti-virus software, firewalls, or a host of other problems–A/V and Firewalls are notoriously picky about this–and I find their iTunes folders.

Brooke Hogan
Paris Hilton
NOW 26
Hannah Montana 2
High School Musical
Kanye West

Among others.

So, I suppose it would be wrong to include this in the troubleshooting steps…right?

“Also, please advise the user that per the logfiles they sent, their music tastes are defective. Advise the user of the following artists….”

I’m just doing a public service, really!

–Jer


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Quiet Around the Nest…

Hey, all. So, I know not much has come out of me in the last couple of weeks…rest assured, more is coming. I’m gearing up for my annual Year in Review of Movies, and this year, may just be doing a Music Year in Review. You thought you’ve seen me rant before? Heh. Ain’t seen ~nothing~ yet.

In the meantime, I leave for you all, in honor of the upcoming [Insert Winter Holiday Of Your Choice Here] Shopping Season, a list of random links. Enjoy!

That’s all I have for now…maybe more links later. Gods know I have enough of them.

–Jer


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Closing One Door, Opening a New One

So…one may notice, if one has been paying attention, that I’ve been quiet here for a while. And apparently, according to my blog stats, a few people at least have been paying attention…it’s weird, it’s like people like to see what I have to say or something. Who’da thunk it? :D

So, there are myriad reasons for my recent silence; changing work schedule (and subsequent craziness at work) is a contributing factor. The big one, though, is the fact that I’ve been putting an end to a long, long chapter of my life; my ST’ing at World of Darkness: New York City. For those unaware of the World of Darkness, it’s a roleplaying game set in the modern world, where you play vampires, or werewolves, or modern mages, or so on. And it’s been my online hobby and home for no less then eight years. Over 25% of my life has been spent playing characters and running storylines for players there.

Recently, though (okay, not SO recently; more like over the past year), I’ve lost the fire for NYC. There’s a host of reasons that I could get into, but what it came down to is that I was burned out on the setting, and it’s no longer become the place for me. And so, with a somewhat heavy heart, Monday is my last day as a member of the site. I have so many emotions about leaving the place that’s been my online home; mostly, though, it boils down to one thing: relief. I’m relieved that I’m no longer tethered to the place, and my creativity is no longer stunted by the burnout I feel. I feel free to express myself again, and that is, in itself, an amazing feel. And I almost feel guilty for that, somehow.

I know this may not seem like a big thing to most, and is kind of weird that I have so much invested in something like this. It’s kind of hard to explain. Online RP is, to me, like an interactive sort of writing, a collaborative fiction (just with rules and occasional die-rolling). Writing has always been a passion for me, as well as acting; I believe acting is why I got into RP in the first place, way back when I was in grade school. The idea of getting into a character, reacting in-character to the things that the Storyteller/Gamemaster/whatever you want to call the person who runs the game throws at you is like an exercise in improvisational acting for me.

Regardless, that part of my life, at least on NYC, has come to a close. And I reflect back at everything, all the time spent there, and I remember it fondly. It’s funny, how sometimes, even the bad times seem like good ones (and believe me, there were some very bad times). The sepia tint of an aged photograph covers the memories and gives them a nostalgic feel. It’s almost enough to make me want to stay.

Almost. But not enough.

I’m self-aware to know that it’s not the place for me. Not anymore. I will continue to enjoy online RP, I am positive; it will not be at NYC though, I think, for a long time. And that crossroads…is interesting to me.

On the plus side…hey, I have more free time, now. So expect more ramblings from me. :D

I leave you with a quote from my new favorite active show, Heroes. It has no relevance to this post, I just love the quote.

“We dream of hope. We dream of change. Of fire, of love, of death… And then it happens – the dream becomes real.”

–Mohinder Suresh, Heroes 1.23: How to Stop an Exploding Man

No one ever said I had to make sense, after all.

–Jer


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Ruminations On Idiocy While At Work

Okay…so I create this post (the first real post I’ve made in a while) due to a bit of a rant. It’s a work-related rant, so it’s internet and technology ranting (and user idiocy), so you’ll have to excuse me a bit.

Seriously. Why do some people believe they can just leave all their messages in their web-based email’s inbox? I’m not talking about when you have a personal email account, you have 300 messages from over the last year or two, and you leave them there. That’s…you know. SANE. What I’m talking about here is people who, like this customer of ours, don’t understand the purpose of a little thing I like to call “E-Mail Maintenance.”

Just for those of you who don’t know (if there’s any such out there who read my blog who don’t)…E-Mail accounts don’t just exist in the ether. There isn’t some mythical God of Email, sort of a Cyber-Hermes (wow, I know someone’s going to mistype a web search and find this post instead of either Transgender Sex Role-Play or STD-Related Sex Role-Play) who delivers your email from the time you hit “Send” straight to the person on the other end. E-Mail is stored at your ISP (Internet Service Provider)’s home servers until such time as you delete it out of your account. A server is a computer, much like a home computer, only much bigger. They look like this:

Server Clusters

Don’t look quite like what you’ve got at home, does it? If it does, I’m jealous.

Anyway, these servers have a finite (huge, but finite) amount of disk space to them. Because of that, limits have to be imposed. Most people would realize that an email box has a limit to it, right?

Well, here’s a hint, idiot customer of the day….IT’S NOT 70,000 FUCKING EMAILS!

Or, more specifically, it’s not 65,535 emails, for a total of 42 megabytes of email. In ~ONE~ folder. Shockingly, the server is coming up with an error. And this person has the temerity to refuse to move their e-mails from their Inbox.

My question is this…why, in the name of Hades’s Enlarged Sensitive Third Nipple, would you WANT to keep that many emails (dating from September of ‘06 to now…yes, almost 70,000 emails in one year) in one folder? Doesn’t anyone have any idea of organization? What, do they say “Oh, I need to find that one e-mail from February 23rd of this year” and then don’t MIND going through page after page after page (Yahoo! limits the number of mail showing on one page to a maximum of 100 for page-loading purposes) after page after page after page after page after…well, you get the idea…to find it? What’s wrong with moving stuff to another fucking folder?

Oh, that’s right. You’re LAZY. Thaaat makes sense now. You’re lazy and stupid. Bad, bad user. No Twinkie for you. You only get Ding-Dongs. Because Ding-Dongs suck. And keep your grubby little hands the HELL off of my Zingers. Bad users don’t get Zingers. Mmmm, Zingers…

Sorry, had a moment.

Oh, and of course…guess what all those e-mails were? You guessed it right…porn. Lots…and LOTS…of porn. At least I didn’t have to test-read them to make sure they worked.

New Rule, Folks: Your I.Q. must be this tall to ride the internet. No excuses.

Fucking people.

–Jer


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Because I Am Sheep – How Did You Find Me?

Stealing a concept from Ashish (who stole it from someone else), I present to you, over the last month, the top 10 ways readers have found me by searching the web. Not quite as interesting as his yet, but hey, give it time.

1: el wray
This one is easy to determine where it came from; El Wray being the awesome character played by Freddy Rodriquez in Grindhouse, which I gave a rather glowing review to.
Probable Post: Ravyn Reviews: Grindhouse (April 13, 2007)

2 god bless you mr. rosewater quotes
This one has been, since the beginning of the site, the most popular search terms to finding me, thanks to a little blurb about the passing of Kurt Vonnegut. It’s down in searches lately, but still going strong.
Probable Post: God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater (April 11, 2007)

3 “anything wrong with this picture?”
Easy. The picture of ol’ G. Dubya, downing a brewski (albeit “non-alcoholic”) at the G8 summit, and my accompanying rant.
Probable Post: Pictures are Worth a Thousand Giggles (Or Snorts) (June 9, 2007)

4 “fox can tell” lyric
Oh, how some folks have been misdirected with this one…poor bastards. But then again, they get to learn about Fox, so it’s a positive for them.
Probable Post: Theme Fun Again (May 15, 2007)

5 “until the end” lyrics – “linkin park”
My Review of Minutes to Midnight is the only possible reason for this one. Check LyricWiki, guys.
Probable Post: Selling Out, Linkin Park + Backstreet Boyz, and Politics – A Musical Rant & Review (May 27, 2007)

6 cherry darling “useless talent”
Another Grindhouse one.
Probable Post: Ravyn Reviews: Grindhouse (April 13, 2007)

7 how to use expound
This one had to be from the title of my rant about rap lyrics, MySpace, and bad parents.
Probable Post: Wherein I expound about censorship and parenting, and find a soapbox upon which to stand (May 18, 2007)

8 racehorse ankle fluid build up
This actually is a mash-up, Linkin Park/Jay-Z style, from a trio of posts…my confusion over Barbaro getting more Candles then the Virgina Tech Massacre, the getting to know me post where I talking about my wife’s pseudo-tumor cerebri, and mentioning my ankle injury in context of how an act of kindness stunned me. I hope somewhere in there, they found what they were looking for…but probably not.
Probable Post(s): Huwuh? (Barbaro vs Virginia Tech) (May 6, 2007), Random Acts of Kindness and how they Blow the Mind (April 26, 2007), and Wherein I explain myself a bit and ponder the concept of President Chimpy…War Vet(???) (April 24, 2007)

9 RPG player type meme
Well, this one, at least, the searcher got what they were looking for.
Probable Post: What RPG Player Type Are You?

10 violent music and censorship
This would be the same one as #7, where I went off on how rap lyrics and censorship should not mix.
Probable Post: Wherein I expound about censorship and parenting, and find a soapbox upon which to stand (May 18, 2007)

This was actually kind of interesting. Might end up doing this every few months, to see what people are finding me with. And it’s a quick and easy way to keep this thing posted to. Yes, I cheat.

–Jer


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Chair Shots and Soda For the Morning

Morning ramblings from work…ahh, such fun. This is what happens on slow days…I find occasion to spill my thoughts somewhere. So you get ramblings…enjoy.

Over the past week, I’ve spent part of my nights narrating the book Have a Nice Day: A Tale of Blood and Sweatsocks over the phone. It’s the autobiography of Mick Foley, multi-time New York Times Best-Selling (and award-winning) author and professional wrestler (better known in the wrestling world as Mankind, Cactus Jack, and Dude Love). I first read the book the week it came out, in October of 1999, and fell in love with it. Foley (who did the book without a ghostwriter or even a computer…760 pages in longhand on notebook paper) writes far better then any man who had his head busted open on a near-weekly basis–sometimes even more frequently then that–should. I put it on my bookshelf, then lent it out and didn’t get it back for nearly two years. Once I got it back, it found it’s way back to the trusty bookshelf until Thursday night. I’m happy to say it’s been a pleasure to rediscover Mick’s incredibly easy-to-read style and his incredible sense of humor. A sample below:

Now, we should probably get something straight. I know you didn’t pay $25 (unless your cheap ass waited for the paperback) to have your intelligence insulted. I will not try to portray professional wrestling as being a “real, competitive sport.” I will readily admit to occasionally stomping my foot on the mat, and always placing a greater emphasis on entertainment value than on winning. I have, however, over the course of fifteen years of blood, sweat, and tears, compiled a list of injuries that I would compare to that of any “legitimate” athlete.

That’s hardly the best part of it, by far, it’s simply the quickest excerpt I could find; however, it shows the man’s sense of humor and forthrightness that shines throughout the book. As my audience for the narration has told me… “I would love to meet Mick Foley.” And after reading the book, you would, too, I bet. It’s a book for wrestling and non-wrestling fans alike to enjoy (although, if you truly despise the industry, then I wouldn’t suggest it), and after you’re done, you’re likely to want to go out and buy his other books. You have my whole-hearted support in doing so.

–Jer


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Selling Out, Linkin Park + Backstreet Boyz, and Politics – A Musical Rant & Review

First, a bit of information from Wikipedia, just so everyone knows what we’re talking about:

Selling out is a common slang phrase. Broadly speaking, it refers to the compromising of one’s integrity, morality and principles in exchange for money, success or other personal gain. It is commonly associated with attempts to increase mass appeal or acceptability to mainstream society. A person who does this is labeled a sellout. Selling out may be seen as gaining success at the cost of credibility. Though generally associated with the entertainment industry, regular individuals who similarly compromise their ideals (e.g. a Bohemian individual who suddenly switches to a socially conservative lifestyle) could also be considered sellouts.

All right, is everyone clear? Good. I wouldn’t want confusion.

So, I picked up Linkin Park’s newest album this week, Minutes to Midnight. If you’re not familiar with Linkin Park…well, then you haven’t been paying attention to the radio, MTV, or popular music at all for the last six in a half years. Their breakthrough album, Hybrid Theory, burst upon the music scene in October of 2000, and was played just about everywhere you could find. One of the biggest reasons (regrettably) that the airwaves have been clogged with Nu Metal and Rapcore for the last six years, it was perfectly poised among a music scene that was sick and tired of bubblegum pop, containing more angry teenage angst per capita then had been seen in years. While many of the songs were, to be generous, weak (“One Step Closer” and “Crawling” can hardly be called musical epics), it was all catchy, and there was enough talent simmering under songs like the ridiculously catchy “In The End,” the frenetically paranoid “Papercut,” and the Rapcore answer to “What Have You Done For Me Lately,” “A Place For My Head,” that you could see that this band could be something very good if they matured.

Their next two albums seemed to show that they were on the fast track to nowhere, being essentially a remix album of Hybrid Theory and a new album with more of the same (although admittedly, Meteora did show some lyrical improvement). They sold well, and Linkin Park looked to remain a fixture in the music scene for a while, while their contemporaries like P.O.D., Kid Rock, Papa Roach, and (thankfully) Limp Bizkit faded away.

Now, let me make this clear. I like Linkin Park’s earlier work. From a critical standpoint, it’s not the best music out there, by a long shot. In fact, some of the songs as I’ve said are seriously weak. Any fucking moron can right teenage angsty-angry lyrics. Smashing Pumpkins did “One Step Closer” light-years better in the 90’s with “Bullet With Butterfly Wings.” However, “Breaking the Habit” is a great song, as is “Papercut.” “My December” showed an incredible amount of depth from a song who was best known for blase, generic lyrics like “Crawling in my skin/These wounds, they will not heal/Fear is how I fall/Confusing what is real.” And…dammit, their first three albums are catchy. Yes, despite my opinion of them from a purely objective standpoint, I own all of Linkin Park’s albums, listen to them regularly, and I’m not afraid to say it. Music doesn’t always have to be rated “Absolute Genius” and be a 5-Star Masterpiece to be enjoyable.

So, I get my hands on Minutes to Midnight, cue up my iTunes, and let it roll. And I found myself…honestly stunned. I can say, without a single doubt in my mind, that MtM is Linkin Park’s best work to date. Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda, with the help of legendary producer Rick Rubin, have gained some serious depths to their lyrics. I mean, seriously, did anyone ever consider it likely that Linkin Fricking Park would ever get a social conscience…and more to the point, do a good job expressing it? Well, with lyrics like in “Head Held High,” where Shinoda raps lines like “It’s ironic, at times like this you’d pray/But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday” over a mellow harmony and a stripped down drum beat, that time has come. The album, while containing elements of the classic Linkin Park in angry tracks like “No More Sorrow” and “Given Up,” represents the biggest growth of a musical artist seen in the current decade, if not further back. And best of all, it’s still very easy to listen to. Catchy tracks like “Bleed It Out,” the only song besides “Head Held High” where Shinoda does his quintessential rapping, are present, catchy as hell and quite enjoyable. Meanwhile, they slow down on tracks like “Shadow of the Day” to great result. And through it all, the lyrics stand the test in ways their previous albums haven’t. This is, in a two-month period that’s seen great albums like Nine Inch Nail’s Year Zero and Tori Amos’s American Doll Posse come out, an album that can stand up with them without shame. (Ravyn’s Review: 8 out of 10)

In fact, remarkably, it sort of completes a trifecta with Year Zero and American Doll Posse for the first half of 2007, in an emerging trend in music, socially conscious music is finding it’s way back into the mainstream. It’s not entirely surprising, when you think about it. The current decade can be called, without hyperbole or pretentiousness, our generation’s 60’s. The parallels are astounding; both decades had their unpopular, unwarranted wars, and a crackdown on the public’s civil liberties that had the public learning (or remembering) how to fight back. Civil rights, so prevalent in terms of African-American and Women’s Equality, has found it’s way into the forefront again, in the form of gay rights. And, as a reflection of the society that they’ve found themselves a part of, music is following suit. It began in a big way with Green Day’s American Idiot, which held back nothing in going after the current Administration and its war in Iraq. Artists like Pink (with Dear Mr. President) followed suit, and slowly, activist music is finding it’s way back into the mainstream. I may well be called entirely too delusional about this, but one can’t deny the trend, brought one again to the forefront with NIN, Tori, and yes, Linkin Park. And I say, more power to them.

For the record…we hadn’t hit the rant yet. Not by a long shot. No, the rant is coming right about…now. Buckle your seat belts, folks, we’re about to hit some turbulence.

“Linkin Park totally sold out.”
“They’re a bunch of pussies now.”
“I just heard it…it’s like listening to the Backstreet Boys”
“I liked it when they were bad-ass and not gay”

These, folks, are actual, verbatim comments from Linkin Park “fans” I’ve heard that aren’t happy with how the band sounds on Minutes to Midnight. To which I say…what the fuck? Comparing Linkin Park to a BOY BAND? Seriously, give me a fucking break. Here’s a piece of advice, “fans.” If you don’t like the album, then that’s fine. You’re entitled to your opinions–just go listen to Hybrid Theory and Meteora until the next big, mindlessly catchy thing comes along to rock it like it’s fucking hot. But just because you don’t like what happens to a band when it matures and becomes better for it, doesn’t give you the right to apply the horrifically over- and misused label “sell-out.” The label has been viciously and petulantly applied to almost every artist that grew out of being the band that their initial, tiny little fan base liked. Consider Nine Inch Nails, who was said to have sold out after The Downward Spiral hit it big. Same with Bob Dylan when he went electric. Because Goddess fucking forbid it actually have anything to do with the fact that Trent dealt with his depression and his music changed because of it, or Dylan was taking a new creative direction that inspired him. No, no, it couldn’t have been that!

*GroinKick*

Here’s a clue, you ostentatious, self-important douche bags. These people are ARTISTS. Commercial artists, sure, and they have fans that ideally, they will satisfy. But you know what? They have to be artistically true to themselves. Just because you don’t like it because it’s not another “Hurt” or “Closer” (thank fucking Christ, I ~HATE~ that song), another “Blowin’ in the Wind,” another “One Step Closer” doesn’t give you the right to insult their artistic credibility. That displays a level of arrogance that’s simultaneously laughable and disgusting. Claim you don’t like it. Feel free. Feel TOTALLY fucking free. But I swear to all the gods in the skies and the Earth, if I hear one more person bitch about the fact that they’re favorite artist “is a sell-out little bitch” or anything like that because they simply matured as artists? I’m gonna shove their iPods so far up their asses that they’ll never have to worry about new music again, because they’ll have their precious Hybrid Theory reverberating it’s teenage, angst-driven screams through their colon until the end of time.

Pompous fucking idiots.

–Jer


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